Feeling Like Junk in a Funk

So do you ever feel like Junk?  I had a pretty good day yesterday as far as health.  I got some fresh air.  I went and pick up a few things to spruce up the bathroom.  My van runs good. I was overall in a good mood.  I was singing along to the radio both Christian and Country songs.  Though I was thankful for to God for His goodness, I was still heavy in heart.  I was feeling like "junk".  I didn't realize it was "junk" I was feeling but after coming home and seeing a video a friend had posted, I knew it was definitely "junk" that I was labeling myself with.

I often wonder how (I know in my heart how) does my Father God  keep forgiving me of my repetitive sins.  I often receive encouragement from friends, family....You.   I am told how I impact their lives, etc.  I know my heart is genuine and true when I share and try and encourage.  I love you all.  I love people.  I want to see those around me florish, thrive, experience Jesus in a powerful way. I pray for you as you are brought to mind.  I know you love me and I thank you.  However, as I told a friend yesterday, "I want to love myself the way others love me."  I question God how He can love me.  I am a sinful, human being that knows better and yet I do as I don't want to do or I lack in doing what I should.  It's a rollercoaster life for me at times. 

So yesterday I received a video from a friend that he posted on Facebook. It opened my eyes to His (God's) refinement.  I am told I am a Masterpiece created by Him.  It is sinking in my friends.  I know that when I drench myself in this truth I will be a new person, physically, emotionally and spiritually.  Your prayers are needed.  I wanted to post the video here but I have having problems with uploading videos today.  Please look it up on my Facebook wall if you are one of my Facebook friends.  I am sorry I can't share it here.

I do want to share a video of my second favorite anthem of my life. The first being "There will Be a Day" by Jeremy Camp and this one "What Sin?" by Morgan Cryar. It makes me cry everytime I hear it. I am going to have victory today and not get distracted by the enemy's distractions.  Join me and absorb the meaning of this song.  Click Below.

What Sin?

Have a great day my friends.